Completely lost in this MESS!!
Being the kind of girl who’s pleased when she’s right and the kind of girl who will always say “told you so” , but at this time I’m not pleased at all, cause I’m right about life being not able to give me back wat i want and my mind is telling my broken heart “I told you so”...
I don’t want to look back, cause i know what.. its not going to help me. Just accept the present and learn from the past so maybe in the future i wont want to look back anymore. I always ask from fate where are you when I need you, where are you when I’m hurt.. & where are you when I don’t need you, where are you when I’m finally happy without you, where are you when I think I’m over you… You’re right beside me asking for another chance… but how can it work this way?? And as much I say I don’t like you this way, more i think about the way it could have been. All I wanna do is have some stability, and I’ve got a feeling I’m not the only one everything is finally working out for everyone, everyone is getting everything they want. i`m extremely happy for them because they all deserve it, but i can`t help but to wonder why it can`t happen to me..
Mess? This isn't a mess. It's my way of looking at organization called LIFE
Tryin to see if i am perfect, n thought of changing my name to nobody... I dont lie, I just sometimes forget to tell some tiny little details…We live in a world where time means everything, but no one has got any. Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans
Some things in this life are too much fun to only have ones in some cases.. Unbelievable pleasure… Life is like glass. It is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to piece it back together. There are things you don't want to happen, but you gotta accept .. there are things that you don't want to know, but you have to learn .. and there are people you can't live without, but you have to let go. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It's means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
Sometimes you need to run away to see what will follow you. Never try to hold on to something that is no longer there, it will just hurt you even more. It’s not a matter of forgiveness, it’s a matter of changing, something that you just can’t seem to do … Don’t make someone a priority who only makes you an option.
Is it the fear of losing everything…
You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel. I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take my breath away, head over heels, knee slapping, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering now when i am talking of Fate of Life..
no matter how many coins you throw in a fountain, or the number of fingers you cross, if it's not meant to be, it won't happen..
Some things are easier when we walk away and act normal as far as normal is normal… Let the pain flow trough your heart and let the truth be told… Everything cost something, some things cost everything. It's not about keeping your promises, it's about following your heart.
The simple things mean the most. When you think everything is good, the good decides to go. Being diseved is like being cut, the pain hurts, and even after you've forgotten it and maybe even forgiven, theres still the scar to remind you it was there.
Sometimes in life, You make a right, When later you realize You should have made a left. ...And by the time you realize You should have made a left, It’s too late... You’re lost. This isn't a perfect world - people do get 'hurt', you 'smile' when you feel like 'crying', you act like you're "okay" when you're falling apart, you let go and move on because there is NOTHING else you can do.
Life's funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard, like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back, like when your best friend or your boyfriend leave you alone, like when you pull the trigger or light the flame,& you can't take it back. Like I said, in sports, they call this stepping up. In life, I call it pushing back .
The best things in life aren't actually things.
I don’t want to look back, cause i know what.. its not going to help me. Just accept the present and learn from the past so maybe in the future i wont want to look back anymore. I always ask from fate where are you when I need you, where are you when I’m hurt.. & where are you when I don’t need you, where are you when I’m finally happy without you, where are you when I think I’m over you… You’re right beside me asking for another chance… but how can it work this way?? And as much I say I don’t like you this way, more i think about the way it could have been. All I wanna do is have some stability, and I’ve got a feeling I’m not the only one everything is finally working out for everyone, everyone is getting everything they want. i`m extremely happy for them because they all deserve it, but i can`t help but to wonder why it can`t happen to me..
Mess? This isn't a mess. It's my way of looking at organization called LIFE
Tryin to see if i am perfect, n thought of changing my name to nobody... I dont lie, I just sometimes forget to tell some tiny little details…We live in a world where time means everything, but no one has got any. Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans
Some things in this life are too much fun to only have ones in some cases.. Unbelievable pleasure… Life is like glass. It is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to piece it back together. There are things you don't want to happen, but you gotta accept .. there are things that you don't want to know, but you have to learn .. and there are people you can't live without, but you have to let go. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It's means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
Sometimes you need to run away to see what will follow you. Never try to hold on to something that is no longer there, it will just hurt you even more. It’s not a matter of forgiveness, it’s a matter of changing, something that you just can’t seem to do … Don’t make someone a priority who only makes you an option.
Is it the fear of losing everything…
You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel. I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take my breath away, head over heels, knee slapping, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering now when i am talking of Fate of Life..
no matter how many coins you throw in a fountain, or the number of fingers you cross, if it's not meant to be, it won't happen..
Some things are easier when we walk away and act normal as far as normal is normal… Let the pain flow trough your heart and let the truth be told… Everything cost something, some things cost everything. It's not about keeping your promises, it's about following your heart.
The simple things mean the most. When you think everything is good, the good decides to go. Being diseved is like being cut, the pain hurts, and even after you've forgotten it and maybe even forgiven, theres still the scar to remind you it was there.
Sometimes in life, You make a right, When later you realize You should have made a left. ...And by the time you realize You should have made a left, It’s too late... You’re lost. This isn't a perfect world - people do get 'hurt', you 'smile' when you feel like 'crying', you act like you're "okay" when you're falling apart, you let go and move on because there is NOTHING else you can do.
Life's funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard, like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back, like when your best friend or your boyfriend leave you alone, like when you pull the trigger or light the flame,& you can't take it back. Like I said, in sports, they call this stepping up. In life, I call it pushing back .
The best things in life aren't actually things.
posted by the lost one... at 3:15 AM
3 Comments:
Cant say a word, can I!! I liked the post so very much.. but I know its more than just a post.. hang in there, I know its not the easiest thing to do.. but only by doing that can you hope for good :)
Take care!!!!
huh... updates needed!
First time on your blog. Your post reminds me of a movie I saw a long time back on DD called 'Mr.Destiny'. Watch it if you manage to lay hands on it. Keep blogging!!!
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